Letting go, not just of who I am but also the idea of who I might be, is scary. It’s terrifying. When I wrote my last post, I was certain I was about to break yet again – I could see no other way out. So, I accepted my fate. It was not easy, but I knew that if I …
Papers
For a while now I’ve been really tired. I don’t know how else to explain it. I am just so very tired. I feel like my throat is dried and my voice is hoarse, I feel like my body is heavier than it should be and my fingers move more slowly than ever before while writing these words. I am …
Being Alone or Being Lonely
We all know what it’s like to be alone, just like we all know what it’s like to be lonely. I enjoy spending most of my time alone, but I hate being lonely. Just because I need time alone doesn’t mean I want to be alone always. Does anyone like to be lonely? I doubt it. Being lonely is itself …