It’s been about a month since my last update and I feel like a lot happened, but sometimes I’m not sure anything happened at all. I’ve been studying like crazy from behind the scenes, but I think everything I need to learn is really difficult. Especially because, as I said last time, I don’t even know what I need to …
Gratitude
As the days pass, I am truly trying to practice gratitude every day. I never realised how fearful I really am, and honestly, I always thought I was a coward. I know I am afraid of so many things, many of which most of the neurotypicals I know can’t even imagine being afraid of. It was a surprise to realise …
Planning Ahead and How It Messed Me up
Planning ahead can really save you sometimes. I always used to rely on planning ahead. I still do. Every moment of my life is playing out either according to my plan or against it. I plan conversations, I plan interactions with other, I even prepare for interactions with strangers on the street. My facial expression is carefully constructed, as is …