There something I am not sure I will ever learn to fully understand and that is how neurotypical people can say one thing, but in reality, they mean something completely different. I understand that ‘Netflix and chill’ doesn’t actually mean you are invited to watch Netflix and chill, but I only know that because I’ve been told that it doesn’t. …
Gratitude
As the days pass, I am truly trying to practice gratitude every day. I never realised how fearful I really am, and honestly, I always thought I was a coward. I know I am afraid of so many things, many of which most of the neurotypicals I know can’t even imagine being afraid of. It was a surprise to realise …
Planning Ahead and How It Messed Me up
Planning ahead can really save you sometimes. I always used to rely on planning ahead. I still do. Every moment of my life is playing out either according to my plan or against it. I plan conversations, I plan interactions with other, I even prepare for interactions with strangers on the street. My facial expression is carefully constructed, as is …