Ashes

Letting go, not just of who I am but also the idea of who I might be, is scary. It’s terrifying. When I wrote my last post, I was certain I was about to break yet again – I could see no other way out. So, I accepted my fate. It was not easy, but…


Papers

For a while now I’ve been really tired. I don’t know how else to explain it. I am just so very tired. I feel like my throat is dried and my voice is hoarse, I feel like my body is heavier than it should be and my fingers move more slowly than ever before while…


Being Alone or Being Lonely

We all know what it’s like to be alone, just like we all know what it’s like to be lonely. I enjoy spending most of my time alone, but I hate being lonely. Just because I need time alone doesn’t mean I want to be alone always. Does anyone like to be lonely? I doubt…