Tag: High Functioning Autism

Who I Am, What I Need and What I Want

Lately, I’ve been thinking about what I want and need in life. What I need is the essentials, but what I want somehow feels equally essential in spite of the fact that my needs should be the aim of my focus. Perhaps, this is one of the mistakes I’ve been making. As you know, I…


Ashes

Letting go, not just of who I am but also the idea of who I might be, is scary. It’s terrifying. When I wrote my last post, I was certain I was about to break yet again – I could see no other way out. So, I accepted my fate. It was not easy, but…


Papers

For a while now I’ve been really tired. I don’t know how else to explain it. I am just so very tired. I feel like my throat is dried and my voice is hoarse, I feel like my body is heavier than it should be and my fingers move more slowly than ever before while…